Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Ola Amigo!!

hey..
nothing's new..
just passing by here..
trying so hard to post something up everyday from now on..
but finals in college are coming..
screwed up my coursework quite badly..
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i HAVE TO WORK MY ASS OUT IN FINALS!!
damn i hate that..
Finals are like the killer..
study study..
addicted to so many TV shows now..
so little slepp...
so much things to study..
so little time to do things...
So Much Nonsense now in my life..
Thinking about it..
my philosophy assignment..
screwed it like a pro man..half the marks...
and my other friends..like more than three quarters of the marks..
crappiest thing is that..
this Thursday..
I have a chemistry test..
test on my special day..
BAD!!!
REAL BAD>>> no mood to study..
The next day..
Super BAD>> calculus quiz and also microeconomics test...
haih..

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

back for nothing

Hey there..
It's been a long time..
But..
I'm back..
Back for what??
Or back from where you may ask..
Actually back from no where actually..
Maybe if back from my slumber sleep can be counted..
haha..
But then again..
What do I mean by a slumber sleep..
I didn't come back from the dead..
I just came back to this site after 'some time'
Well i thought i would have to at least upload this blog once in a blue moon since abandoning it since two months ago..
Looks like i have just not much of an interest in blogging these days..
Freaking screwed up timetable this semester..
What the hell man..
Classes start at 8am everyday..
Ending only at 4-5pm..
But then again..in between there are hell a lot of breaks..
Well that's good i guess
Plenty of time to sleep in college..
or my so-called "studying"..
Currently I am doing some nonsensical philosphy assignment which I don't think i will learn anything about it..
Just so you guys and girls out there know...
I will be continuing to write my story sometime later whenever I am free..
This I promise you..

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Stress Mode Inc.

Hey there again..
After a few weeks of dissapearance..
I was actually so-called 'motivated' to post up something..
All thanks to Amanda..haih..
I very busy one you know..
But not to forget two more gay invaders to my blog..
Anyway..
Everyone must be wondering what's this stress mode INC. all about..
Stress Mode Inc. is my so called coorperation for all the stress up students..
What the hell am I doing??
Haih..
Finals next month..
Holy shit!!
Haven't even studied a shit..
Thank god I have completed all the screwed up assignments..

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

Dead!!

Hello my dead blog..
How have you been doing??
Lol..
Anyway there is a perfect explaination for why this blog is so dead..
Well right, it goes by..
"why don't you ask the Americans about their study systems.."
There are extremely many tests throughout one semester.
Usually it's a 10 months course cramped into a short freaking 4 months..
Imagine this..
For example, take calculus..
What we have learnt in two years have been cramped up into just 4 months..
Picture the stress surrounding the subject..
Then you not only have one subject,
But not two,
No maybe three,
No let's go better..
How about four subjects..
NO!!
I have got a better idea..
LET'S HAVE FIVE SUBJECTS!!!
In college, students are still requires to study MORAL..
damn..What on earth does that help you in life..
To me, its just merely a big bigBIG waste of time..
Anyway back to my post..
I would like to name this Febraury 2009 my exam month..
To be honest, every single week there is a few test or exams..
Study study..
Then my mind has been flooded with assignments..
Let's check again the amount of assignments I have collected..
One?
Two?
Three?
Four?
Can you guess?
It's only my second month in college..
And I have proudly collected FOUR dumb assignments..
SHIT!!
The best thing happened today in college..
Woke up early to go to college for the 8am class..
Went up to the class..
It was in darkness..
but the air-cond was on..
There were two people sleeping there..
Then they told me that the lecturer caceled the class..
Wasted my time coming..
Four hours break..
Went CAE Office and found some seniors irritating the English lecturer on facebook..
So join in and have fun only larr..
so as you have read..
That's the main reason why my blog is so dead..
And don't forget the almost dying part of me..
Chillex..

Saturday, February 7, 2009

Thunder (^_^)

Today is a winding road
that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go
Today in the blink of an eye
I'm holding on to something and I do not know why
I tried
I tried to read between the lines
I tried to look in your eyes
I want a simple explanation
For what I'm feeling inside
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder
Today is a winding road
Tell me where to start and tell me something
I don't know
Today I'm on my own
I can't move a muscle and I can't pick up the phone
I don't know
And now I'm itching for the tall grass
And longing for the breeze
I need to step outside
Just to see if I can breathe
I gotta find a way out
Maybe theres a way out
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
Yeah I'm walking on a tightrope
I'm wrapped up in vines
I think we'll make it out
But you just gotta give me time
Strike me down with lightning
Let me feel you in my veins
I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain
Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rainAnd bring on the thunder, and I said
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
Oh baby bring on the pain
And listen to the thunder

Thursday, January 29, 2009

Part 10 Story =)

At long last, I'm back with an empty mind, hopefully ready to write another part of the story, wishing it would be nice and not dull. Enjoy (^-^)

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It was a gloomy night. A few years had past since our high school prom night. Just to think of it, a few years have past and unfortunately, my relationship with Elaine seem to be tearing apart, dragging us further and further away from each other. Why did this happen you may ask.. I am not too sure myself too. Maybe its because we were not destined to be together or I may have done something wrong to her. Or maybe.. Something is just not right. Well, here is the real story behind this whole wreckage. This is the way is all started.It was just a normal hot night when I asked her out for a drink. Instantly, without hesitation, she took me up on my offer and went out with me. I thought it would be a romantic nigh, just the two of us. But man, I was wrong. Dead wrong. My car stopped right outside her doorstep next to a tree. Waiting patiently for her to come out, there she was. The door opened, slowly and gently. Standing by the door was two figures. A well-built man and a girl. At first I thought it could not be her as the size was way off. But, with a much closer observation, I was devastated. It was another guy, holding on to Elaine's hand. To make matters worse, she had to do it too. She held on to his hand, somehow hugging his hand. It was a cold knife stabbed into my heart. Countless times I felt the sharp pain as I watched her actions. All those years, the time I spent with her, were just a big lie. Lie..Lie..Lie.. That was all that was going through my mind. The hit song 'Your Love is Just a Lie' was the only thing echoing in my ears.
Then, they walked out to a shiny blue sports car parked right outside . Still walking hand in hand, laughing away. That guy seems to be like in his 20's. I was furious that if I was in the freezing cold snow, it would melt immediately as if I was on fire, burning away. Anyway. back to the story, I was stunned at her actions. Elaine, the innocent girl I used to like, just cheated on me, right in front of my eyes. At first, I wanted to gather my guts, to step out of the car, to confront them both. But I just couldn't get myself together. So, I just sped off right upon her. Shocked and in tears, I just tried to forget the awful scene I just witness. Hoping that she didn't see me was the only thing running through my troubled mind. Man I was wrong again. As my car suddenly sped off the area, she had a slight glimpsed of my car and recognised it instantaneously as it has been the car that has been taking her around over the past few years.Kring..Kring.. A fast beat song was echoing throughout my car...
"You are my light in the dark
You are the beating in my heart
But that is not enough, will I ever be by your side
Your hair is dancing in the wind
Your eyes are burning up my skin
And I'm so happy when I see, that you are smiling back at me" was the song that was heard, loud and clear.
Guess who it was from.. Its actually too easy. It was my so-called girlfriend. More my ex-girlfriend now. Arrgghh.. "What does she want now, hasn't she broke my heart enough?" I shouted. Curious.. I answered the called with a strict tone.
"What??!!" I asked the soft spoken girl.
Silence was in the air at first, and then she answered.
"I'm so so sorry Benjamin. Wait please hear me out for a while. I can explain myself, my stupid actions." she said.
"What do you think you can explain now? I saw everything. How could you do this?? I just can't believe you..." I said.
"Woi..You stupid fool..Who the hell are you and what's your relationship with Elaine?" a stern voice said to me.
That must be the damned guy that I say. So from that moment, I tried my best not to explode towards him. Then again, I thought that I should just give him a piece of my mind or even better, drive back to her house and let him have a taste of my fist to his face.
"I'm sorry.. I'm sorry.. Stupid.. What the hell did you tell him.. Idiot.. Sorry Benjamin, I didn't mean it for you but for that guy.."she said back to me.
"Who is he??!!" I asked politely, trying to find out his identity.
"He is.. He is.. Errr.. Well he is.."she mumbled..
"Who!" I asked sternly as I have lost my patience.
Again, the silence filled the air. There was no answer on the phone. Therefore that ticked me off and lead me back to her house to confront them. In my heart, I was saying.. I am not scared of him. He is just a piece of trash that I will put him away quickly. Reached her compound and saw her, slightly, really pissed off at herself. So I stepped out of her car and as I was about to walk towards her, That guy, whoever he is punched me in the face. Okay, the last chain holding me down has been broken. Its time to fight back. There I stood firm and landed a punch onto his face too till he dropped down on his knees. Out of control, I followed up with a running kick into his stomach. Standing over him, I felt good, real good. She shouted for me to stop. Standing alone there, she look scared, confused. With that slight distraction, he gave me back a taste of my medicine with a punch to my stomach and then again to me face. She then stood in between us and pleaded for him to stop. However, despite her sincere deed to stop the brawl, that piece of trash pushed her aside onto the hard ground and continued to try to kick me. I manage to catch his leg before it landed onto me and gave a slight turn and threw him off balance. Elaine, with her hand bleeding pleaded me to stop.
That was when I regain my consciousness back to reality and asked her who is he and why is she protecting him... Again there was no answer but this time, I saw a blank look on her face, and by my interpretations, I had a slight tingle in my heart that she loved him. That was the last straw.. And that was the day I left her, standing b the roadside, alone, scared. Immediately, I got back into my car and drove off to the nearest bar to have a beer to take my mind somewhere else...
End of Part 10..
Hope you liked it
Feel free to comment
(^_^)
Peace and Enjoy


Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Untitled =)

The US pictures..















Well browsing through the net yesterday especially facebook and wow..
Its darn slow..as usual..Looking at my brother's college pictures and found some familiar faces that I would see in college too.. Its a good thing they have no idea who I am or who i'm related to..haha..so here they are.. =).
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and now he is in US..haha..
it was so boring without him during CNY.. =(
to add to that misery..
all my elder cousins were either in US or Australia too..
so leaving me, the youngest behind..
to do all the house work..
though there are two more nuts around,
they don't even help..
XD..










Well that's all for now..
Time to start working my brain..
Study Study..
Sociology test on monday..
WTH..staright after CNY..=(